i feel so lost all of a sudden :( uni life doesnt seem as fun and exciting to me alr. i wanna return to the familiar surroundings and ppl in jc/sec sch. not so distant from one another and so weird. without the closeness from dingdong peeps whom u know u can depend on, without clear directions on what u hav to do or what not, without teachers whom u feel u can relate to, without u, without anything.




//and i feel so small..